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ally of reason

brother of pain

Created on 2003-01-09 00:07:50 (#846730), last updated 2008-03-01

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Name:	>< I /} (/)
Birthdate:	06-10
Location:	Tucson, Arizona, United States
Website:	R.L.F.strain

Bio

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drowning in the obviousness of the answers,
we need only find the questions.

i designed my own science.
i wrote my own language.
i became a voice of reason.
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i never developed the right facalties to keep friends.
i struggle to embrace the true value of "self".
i have an affinity for humanity
and a constant desire to cut mine out with an exacto knife.
any questions?

----
get to know your starvation.
feel your body turn on it's own tissues in desperation.
it is in that volitional writhing that you will find
the limits to which you can go.
and just how strong you become when your only food
is your own soul.
when you stand, without fear, at the precipice of absolution
by the agony of self reliance,
stripped of your flesh and the obligations of it's application,
you will finally be able to come to terms with just how
horrifically lonely freedom truely is.
and understand that comfort runs with exhaustion.
exactly before the point of death, the noise will leave you
to rest and ready yourself for another day of it's torment.

this is the way i know truth. for no one can be trusted.
and it is my responsibility alone to see myself cleansed
of my psychological abominations.

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without rules
the game is nothing.

but in solitude there is no referee.

so win your battles alone. crush the resistance within yourself
and see your accomplishments climb so high they split the clouds.
but don't look around to see if you've turned any heads.
no one's watching. no one is listening.
you're hardly more than a ghost consumed in a hurricane of thought.
and if you can't get to the point where it means something to you
than it will never mean anything at all.

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soliloquy is reality.
a candor heart to listen . ...
is a childish dream.

if you add me, just tell me and say hello so i know who you are,
and if you're interesting (having a soul,a brain, and a heart. you know. those rare things that
you have a better chance of dying in a kamikazi terroist plane
than finding), i'll add you back. <3
and, yes, it's almost all friends only.

ALSO: all of my icons and pics are Copyright 2003 R.L.F. Strain

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